Hey, sorry if I've posted this in the wrong place, or if I make things sound super confusing. I'm new to this!
Very quick history: I'm currently 21. I have PCOS (menorrhagia is also on my GP records) . Had emergency referral in jan 2019 to rule out possible womb cancer (all came back okay!) Hyperplasia is also on my records, and a previous trip to the clinic raised questions about endometriosis, but no diagnosis or anything else about it...
Due to PCOS, I've never been able to accurately track AF. Had a few pregnancy scares, but all were sadly BFN. However there's been times my GP has suspected possible miscarriages when I've gone in with TERRIBLE periods, but no PTs were taken, matter of fact, its never been mentioned again.
Well now, i am 7 days "late" according to my Flo app. I've tried to input as much on there as best as i can with hopes of tracking.
So my last period was 27/08 (i had unprotected around this time) , lasted 3 days. It was a light one for me, but average women would call it heavy(ish). AF usually lasts me anywhere 7-21 days! (When i was 16/17 i had a 3 month HEAVY period! - Btw i think my cycles are roughly 30+ days) Few days after 3 day AF (no more than 10days) i wiped and there was a smidge of light pink on tissue, but no period at all in September, it's now 9th of October and still no period (cycle day 44). Not saying this was anything as AF came! But yeah, basically since then, he's been playing russian roulette with me, he's aware that I'm not on any contraception, and don't get plan B!
I took 2 different brand early detection HPTs today, BFN.
I don't want to do my head in as I've already lost hope with the whole TTC thing, but i still pray. I'm just so unsure at this point what to do. I dont wanna keep getting my hopes up, and spending money on PTs just to keep seeing BFN!
Any advice on any of this would be so appreciated as i don't know where else to go, as GPs think I'm too young, so they don't take me serious.
Sorry, its a lot to take in, so thank you in advance for taking your time to read it. Please feel free to ask me anything if I've not been clear or missed out important points! I really need the advice! xoxoxo