Only 12 weeks although still waiting for my scan. I'm really struggling with motivation and really bored with what I do, but also don't want to take on anything else. I feel like I've really stretched myself with what my role can do and tbh if I wasn't pregnant and waiting for mat leave I'd be looking elsewhere. Nothing about the company interests me anymore and being pregnant has made me annoyed at myself for coasting (I had a much more stressful job before).
I'd always hoped to go back to work post baby but can't see it now! I'm worried that I'll be giving up work as I dislike it more than because I want to be at home.
Has anyone looked for and found something they actually want to do on mat leave? Or had the same struggle waiting for maternity leave? The sickness is starting to fade so no real excuses now.
I only get statutory pay anyway. It just seems to be taking forever!