I'm 5+5 with number 1 after 18 months of trying and 1 early miscarriage. But I can't seem to stop poas. I was telling myself I just wanted to see the digital progress to 3+ (I know it's not necessarily a sign of a healthy pregnancy). I found that reassuring for about 5 minutes.
Anyone else find themselves like this? I've ran out of tests now so that should stop me at least