Hi,
I’m hoping someone might have some idea of what the hell is happening to my body at the moment.
18th Jan - bfp
19th Jan - light period, still bfp (AF due)
20th Jan - light period that stopped suddenly at 8pm, still bfp
21st Jan - bfp
22nd Jan - bfp
23rd Jan - bfp
Symptoms of nausea, tiredness, excess saliva, emotional. No pain or bleeding.
30th Jan - strong bfp
3rd Feb - bfn (I tested as wanted a 2-3 on cbd). No bleeding (since 19th Jan) or pain.
4th Feb - bfn. Tested with diluted urine for hook effect. (Unhelpful) EPAC just said it was a chemical and that I should feel like normal and have a next period at around the time I’d expect.
Boobs since have been getting more and more painful, veiny, heavy, brown larger nipples. Dizziness is still an issue. Nauseaous in evenings. DP and I had been having regular sex.
App predicted AF 15th Feb based on inputted symptoms.
10th Feb - weird bleeding. Very visible on tissue on wiping. Barely staining water a candy floss colour. Is light pinky/orange on paper and is very watery.
11th Feb - same as yesterday. I’m getting some mild cramps. Is no where near heavy enough for a period, is barely staining the pad, and looks different in colour to a period.
Is this just a weird early period?
Could it be I actually didn’t have a chemical, it implanted, and this is the early miscarriage coming away?
Could I be pregnant? (If so, does the bleeding mean it would result in a chemical like last time?). I didn’t test this morning as assumed I’d be full flow AF by now.
I am just so confused as to what’s happening, and GP/midwives aren’t bothered/helpful.
I appreciate that I’ve lost the first baby and there was nothing I could do to change that outcome. If I hadn’t of tested with the cbd I’d of carried on believing the pregnancy was progressing well because of my increasing breast symptoms.
I’d of thought my symptoms would be decreasing/gone, I’d have a period, and we would continue TTC.
Does anyone have any advice or have been through something similar? This is driving me absolutely crazy!
Thank you in advance xxxx