I work 4 days a week, and my 12mth old goes to a childminder. Today's my day off with DS, and i'm struggling on my own today (DH is here evenings and weekends, so i'm not on my own then)
Have had some fun today, dancing about, went for a walk with the dog, ate lunch together, tickling etc. But my back aches, my bump aches, (i'm only just 6mths!) and i can't carry him and pick him up properly. What am i going to do in 2/3 mths time?!
Worst of all i'm being horrible with DS. I have no patience with him, i've sworn at him today and shouted at him when he screamed and wriggled when i was trying to change him - poo everywhere!
I'm afraid i'm just a horrid mother, and i'll be even more horrible when i've got the 2 to take care of. It's a good job that this is my last pregnancy, because i'm s**t at this.