God,
I suddenly feel horrendous today. I’m now lying in the dark on my body pillow crying :(
Symptoms are -
Nausea (tbf this has been on and off for a few days, I thought it had stopped at 12w)
Incredible lower back pain - just started today. Feels like my lower back is locked / frozen - struggling to walk.
Breathlessness - ok when lying down but if I so much as shuffle to the loo I become breathless. I’m
Not overweight / am normally fit an healthy.
I have a 12 mo who has started waking at 4am the last couple of weeks, so have been doing controlled crying in the early mornings for the last two days. She seems to be getting the message as did not fully wake (eg stand up and wail) at 4 this morning but did groan / stir from 4-5.30 which I was listening to on the monitor. I did go back to sleep from 6-7 then 10-11.30.
Maybe I’m just bloody shattered ?
Or maybe an upsurge in hormones ?
My DH is looking after DD on her own now (very very rare) and I feel so guilty just lying in bed Nd not interacting with her. 