Not sure where to post this as I couldn't see any postnatal sections.
Just need a hand hold really. 5 days postpartum and have high blood pressure 170/97 and low heart rate 45bpm, high abdominal pain, swelling but no protein in urine. The dr don't think it's preeclampsia but don't know why blood pressure is high so have admitted me 
I had a horrible time with hospitals after my first was born due to her being diagnosed with sepsis and it's the last place in the world I want to be. I just wanted a safe birth and to go home and enjoy my baby. This topped with anxiety with what is wrong with me is not helping