Hey guys, I'm really struggling with this pregnancy. I have had 2 premature children as early as 10 weeks. They are in year 6 and high school now and doing amazing. This time round I'm at the hospital every week and looks like a cervical stitch is on the cards. I'm already on progesterone which is uncomfortable but fine, but really scared about the op. I have a fibroid thay is painful and growing which is worrying...Also had my 20 week scan which was incomplete because of my bmi which is 42. I feel anxious all the time and that has just kicked me while I'm down. Couldn't even tell the gender. I wonder is anybody else in the same position, I feel embarrassed to talk to anyone face to face. Just wish I could enjoy this pregnancy!!!