Hi everyone.
My first pregnancy ended in a missed miscarriage in April. I was supposed to be 12 weeks, but a scan revealed baby had died at 6 weeks. I had to have an ERPC and it was a horrific experience both physically and emotionally.
Last Tuesday (26th June) I discovered I was pregnant again. I'm absolutely over the moon, but also terrified of another miscarriage. Part of me is scared that, because my first pregnancy failed, I must have something wrong with me 
I'm not even allowing myself to get too attached to this little bean as I'm terrified I'll lose this one too I've booked an early reassurance scan for eight weeks, but I'm only four weeks gone right now, so have another four weeks of not knowing if this pregnancy is even continuing, and worrying at every little niggle or ache.
I'm happy but so so scared. Think I need a hand hold 