8-12 wks tired & very grumpy

[Bellabutterfly2016]

I'm currently either 8 or 12 weeks pregnant (waiting for dating scan/ potential implantation bleed/ ir-regular cycle issues)

And

I'm literally asleep stood up. My dd is nearly 3, I never experienced this in my last pregnancy and she's really well behaved and plays well and goes to sleep etc etc...

I'm also nearly sick at the smell of anything perfumed - again, never a problem in my last pregnancy.

Having a nightmare week on holiday with my partners sis & husband, our dd, their 2 sons
I've just been made redundant but the holiday was already paid for some we came anyway but I haven't even told my partner I'm that terrified. We don't drink so no give-always there but just feel so alone and very very frightened x

I was exhausted so you have my absolute sympathy on that, but why haven't you told your partner? Does he not want another child? I think you need to be able to talk to him about being pregnant.

I had an amazing pregnancy before and this time I'm tired, short tempered and even the slightest smell of body spray turns my stomach it's awful.

We'd started ttc beginning of march then I got notice of redundancy so we stopped. In march my period was 34 days not 28-29 as usual but really light but we stopped ttc then in April it only lasted less than 2 days (usually 2-4 days and fairly heavy)

We've been arguing about money and the job situation over the past couple of weeks and I didn't want to make things worse.
I know I'll have to tell him but will wait until this holiday is over. Been to GP and awaiting a dating scan but just a lot of worries about no job, money etc...