Hi guys,
So I recently found out I was pregnant a few days ago after ‘kind of’ trying for the past two months. Obviously I am over the moon but I’ve already started to get worried and anxious about social events I already have planned.
Tonight I’m feeling extremely low as I am meant to be going to a local beer festival with family and friends tomorrow. They are texting me asking me what I’m bringing to the picnic etc, when I’ve already decided I am going to pull a sickie and leave my partner to go by himself. For someone who has always enjoyed a beer I can’t see how I can get away with not drinking. If it was a pub or bar I could get away with it, but when all there is is kegs of beer I’m not sure how I can. I was so looking forward to going, and I just feel like I’m letting people down....
I’ve also got a weekend trip planned to Amsterdam with another couple in the summer. Last night we were talking about alll the things we were going to do, but inside I knew full well I wouldn’t be able to do half of them. I kind of feel I’ve tricked them into a boring weekend that they don’t know about yet?!
I know I shouldn’t think too much about other people right now, but it’s really getting me down.
Does anyone have any words of wisdom to get past this feeling?
Kx