Feeling horrible

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Hey, I’m new to this even though I have a 3 year old.
I’m currently 17 weeks pregnant, my skin is shit, I’m fat (not baby weight) I’m pretty much all round about 40% uglier than I was last year. My 3 year old doesn’t listen to a word I say and I’m basically homeless.
So I live with family while my partner lives with his family. I had to give up working because childcare was more than my wage even with tax credits help and my partner didn’t want to help out (physically or financially) I have zero money and live of child tax credit (reduced) £57 a week and child benefit £20 a week I have to put in at home but now I’m left with no clothes nothing I have fits me and I just feel disgusting!! My partner doesn’t give a shit about me and genuinely only cares about sex but I don’t know what the fuck to do with my life, I don’t even have friends.

Hey, Sorry to hear you feel so bad. Im a bit the same, 16 weeks, feeling fat (not with a bump), spotty with greasy hair (so much for the nice pregnancy hair I heard so much about). This is my first so everything is new and i feel a bit clueless. I live abroad and all my family are still in the UK and my husband works away so I'm on my own a lot of the time. Its a really hard time to feel so alone. I wish I could give you some advice but just know your not alone. Ive not posted a lot on here, but see it is a very good place to vent/ rant. I hope you start to feel better soon

It’s horrible isn’t it... where’s my pregnancy “glow” I honestly just feel disgusting!! I’m so sorry you don’t have your family around you!! That must be really hard hopefully the second trimester brings us something other than spots haha xx

So sorry to hear you're having such a tough time :-( not just pregnancy but other stuff too :-(

Are there any mum and toddler groups nearby you could go with your 3 year old? Meet some new mum friends :-) churches often do them and normally free :-)