Please tell me it's going to be ok!

[Mississippilessly]

I just poured myself a Beck's Blue, in what i thought was a clean glass. I drank the Becks and then realised there was a thin film of white stuff on the bottom. I have realised I got my glasses confused - this one was used for a glass of milk last night. It was in my living room (curtains closed, so relatively cool) all day. There was nothing there to look like there was anything in it.

FFS what is wrong with me?!

What's your concern?

That I will get food poisoning from drinking fragments (BLEURGH!!!) of old milk. How the jeff did I not notice?!

What do you think cheese is? 😂

You need to chill

Thank you - head sufficiently wobbled. I've been pretty rational so far but I have had a hugely down day, can't stop crying and thought I would make myself a very healthy dinner to try and make myself feel better (and balance out the crap i have eaten today) and I just feel really fragile.

Thanks all.

Awww it’s perfectly normal for you too feel this way! Be kind to yourself

Ohdearyme thanks. I got sent an email by Thomson about holidays to the Maldives - and then my head went like this 'oh that looks so lovely - I won't ever be able to do that now - what the fuck have I done - oh no the baby has kicked - it knows what I'm thinking - I'm a terrible mother- I didn't think this through - I don't even want children'.

Today needs to do one.

It might feel that way now but you can still go on holiday if you have children 😊 Perhaps you could plan a holiday before the baby arrives?

My advise - put your favourite tv show on, get in your comfy pyjamas and try to forget about it for today. You’ll feel better in the morning xxx

Thank you xxx