I had a misscarriage last year and then fell pregnant again very soon after which was planned due to work committments i either had to be pregnant soon or not try again for a year or 2. I'm please to say i went on to have a happy healthy little boy who is my whole world. Its only really now tho that its comming up to a year since the misscarriage and i feel a sense of guilt as i wanted that baby soo much but had I not misscarried i wouldnt of had my son. its all rather confusing.
I'm just posting this really to get the feelings out there as its not something I can really talk about in real life.