Okay I don't know if this is the right topic for this subject I'll try to keep it as brief as possible
20 years old and I had my little boy August 2017
Father is long term partner , have own house , not a great amount of money but not entitled to any benefits , we do just fine.
So in December I got the implant as I didn't want to become pregnant again as me and partner have agreed we would just like to have one child. Also far too soon for us to have a surprise like that after our newborn.
So got implant seemed fine got my period that month as usual. (Followed all the regulations given by nurse to be as safe as possible)
Then the next month (January) I had a VERY strange experience that I'd never had before.
(TMI) felt an odd sensation similar to waters breaking and ran to toilet , major bleed with a large fleshy clump about the size of half a five pound note. It was flat and hard like raw chicken texture (sorry )
After that no bleed since. Now missed when I'd normally have my period and today I had lots of little red blood splatters all over my underwear but nothing like a period all just speckles and droplets ,
I'm terrified to take a pregnancy test.
Is this normal on the implant? Does anyone know what the fleshy bleed could be ? Chance I'm pregnant again? I'm so scared about the possibility of having an abortion :(