Hi all,
I'm 30 weeks pregnant after miscarriage earlier this year. I've really struggled with ante natal depression throughout the pregnancy but have just gone back to work and felt OK about things...until this morning!
I went to see a practice nurse to have routine swabs taken due to some weird discharge and irritation. During the swab test, the nurse noticed a bulge in my cervix and asked a doctor to come and have a look. The doctor examined me (with speculum) and then asked if he could 'have a feel'. I was that petrified by now that of course I said yes! He felt my cervix with two fingers and said he couldn't see or feel anything unusual.
Now of course I was reassured for about 5 minutes until I realised that in probing me so deep with his fingers, the amount of bacteria that could have been transferred up my vagina to my cervix are countless.
Basically, I'm terrified. I've spent all day in a trance at work reading scientific papers on chorioamnionitis and its risk factors. I'm a scientist and unfortunately know that there IS a risk here.
What I'm basically looking for is some reassurance that others have had internal exams like this and not experienced infection. I can't just ask to be tested for infected amniotic fluid, so this is the nearest I'm going to get to piece of mind.
Any replies appreciated - I wouldn't ask if I wasn't desperate I'm afraid!
Xxxx