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High BMI - Crying after booking in.2
Today 17:09sjd114
Forgot to mention, I have to have aLARGE CUFFfor my blood pressure, although it was FAR too big..
Today 17:08sjd114
Hi.
Just had my booking in appointment with my midwife (who is lovely) but I've come home feeling VERY deflated/emotional.
I know I'm overweight. But I didn't realise how much emphasis is put on it. . How differently you are treated to a normal bmi person.. extra scans. Extra blood pressure checks. HAVE to have hospital births. Ref feral to consultants, refer to anethiest .. have to take aspirin daily. I just feel so disgusted & sick to my stomach that I even thought I'd enjoy the appointments, when I have HIGH BMI written all over my notes.
I feel so sick, I feel as though I shouldn't of even had this chance to get pregnant.
Sorry. Rant over.
Any advice is welcomed (but please refrain from telling me I'm a bad person/unhealthy, because trust me. I know! & I'm beating myself up about it constantly)
And I have to use the LARGE CUFF for BP. Although it was too big for my arm & kept falling down. :(