hello everyone.
i never made it to the scan on tuesday. i started with really bad pain on one side so my boyfriend took me to a&e. they did a scan there and saw that my uturus was clear. they said that they probably wouldnt see anything anyway as i was only 6 weeks. i was in terrible pain. i took aitchs advice and insistead on a vaginal scan. again they found nothing. they did see some loose fluid but said there was no foetus in there. she said that she could see something that was about a inch long but thought it was a folicle.
they decided to keep me in hospital as i was in pain, just to monitor me.
they took me upto the ward and within 30mins i was screaming in pain. i had 3 doctors and 4 nurses around me. they took bloods, gave me pethadine etc. still the pain was getting wose and the doctor decided not to wait for the blood results and they did emergency surgery on me.
there was a foetus in my tube and my tube had ruptured. i had severe abdominal bleeding and lost around 6 pints of blood. the doctor said that if i wasnt at hospital when i was, then i probably would have died.
i have never felt so much pain or been so scared in my life.
i have been discharged today but im still in alot of pain. im just glad its all over now.
i am so sad that i lost my baby but im not going to let it put me off trying again.
thank you everyone for your support during this horrible time especially AITCH. you have helped me so much.
ill come back on here in a few days once im feeling a little better xxx