After a few labour scares of late,had lower back pain all day again also the tightening, pressure pain etc. I went to see the MW yesterday and she said it sounds as though body is gearing up for labour and to make sure all bags packed etc and not to wonder off too far! ( am 36 +1) so having explained all this to the OH and a few texts earlier on today stating about the pains etc what does he do? tells me he will be in from work at 6pm, then turn up after 8 reeking of booz pissed up?!!! FFS luckily FIL is here and not too far away so if i have to go to hospital he will be on call to take me and have the kids - OH will have passed out soon drunk.
IF i go into labour tonight i SWEAR he wont be coming with me to the hospital.
Seriously though why would he do that?
He would rather be off with his mates playing golf, drinking down the pub, going to cricket etc then spend time with me and the kids :( he's always been a bit of a drinker and unreliable but with the birth so close i thought he would be a bit more grown up (he's 33)
Its making me question the relationship, it really is. I feel SO let down :(
Sorry i need to rant again.