I am desperate for someone to talk to. There is no online chat help etc for termination intent women. I am a mum of four, older children, and find I am 6 to 7 weeks pregnant. Totally not wanted, total mistake, totally frightened of the planned termination. I visited my gp last week and basically have to wait at least another two weeks before surgical procedure takes place. It's killing me, the fetus is developing and I don't want to have to wait while it grows inside me, I want to end it all now. I didn't even know that intercourse had taken place, I was totally unaware until I missed my period and my husband blurted out how the time he woke me up rolling around on top of me, he had penetrated me. It's makes me feel sick to the core. I can't have another baby, but termination scares me to death. Please anyone help!