Just keeping you guys updated, my induction is for this friday now and hopefully they will have room for me on labour ward!
Reason being i had a nephrostomy tube fitted on 3rd of june, been admitted to hospital for thr 4th time in a month now, i only went home yesterday and im back in again due to it being blocked! Im in so much paain, ive had shit loadsa different pain killers, nothinhs touching it! Its the same pain as when you get a raging kidney infection. All the drugs are just making me spaced out and sick, not doing anything for the pain :( i have too many hormones and there causing too much sediment to build up therefore blocking it! Im hoping they will fit me a bigger tube at some point today as it should help pass these stoopid sediments, but ive got a feeling they wont as it risks damaging the kidney....wich i ent bothered about its already got loadsa damage onit so whats a lil more gonna do! I wish they would take it out, its done nothing but cause me problems my whole life and im only23 next thursday, but i feel old. My body doesnt feel young :(
sorry for the rant thady done my parents heads in and hubbys, but i just carnt take anymore of this im trying my very best to stay strong, but all i can think of is how the hell am i going to cope when our lil boy is here if i can barely find the strength to stand each day? I want to look after my hubby too as his health is not so good, just like he looks after me! Once again sorry for rantin x