after a trip to triage last night and hearing women screaming in labour I've suddenly gone into panic mode. I've done it before and I know I coped but this one is a particularly big baby and have been told it's high risk due to size. will be having senior midwife deliver which is slightly reassuring but my god I just remember the absolute unbearable pain of pushing baby out.
I'm being induced on Monday. ah! anybody else feel like this? I've gone from wanting to do anything to get baby out to hoping and praying it doesn't come today! 