Not again!!!!

[fackinell]

So the backache, cramps and bleeding begins again...
Just waiting for 9am to call EPAC. I really don't think I'll bother trying again if this goes the same way as before. The sore boobs are going too, just to add to the hopelessness. Waited a whole year for another BFP.

I'm so sorry to hear that Fack

How far along are you? I found I got a lot of support posting here on the miscarriage support board.

So sorry to read this Fackinell.
I hope you can be seen quickly at the EPU.

Thank you. I'm 5+1.
EPAC calling me back. Cramps gone with a warm bath. I woke at 6 with dull pain and though Uh-Oh.

I'm 42 and I know the stats are 50:50 but I thought maybe this time would be ok. I did everything right this time (last time I'd been on hol and had a lot to drink before BFP but after OV so I felt very guilty.) At least I won't have the guilt this time.

Hope I get a scan today but doubtful to see a heartbeat at this stage. Would like to be hopeful but PG symptoms are fading apart from feeling sick but that could be dread.

Gah!! They don't want to see me just yet. May be caused by the bad thrush I've had over the wknd. FX!!!!!

Everything crossed for you.

Thank you Princess. Bleeding stopped but mild cramping on and off with backache. Feel sick and dizzy. HPT still a faint pos but I'd have expected it to be a stronger line after a week. As you said on my other thread, it will be what it is.

Fingers crossed for you fackinell, I know the wait it hard

Thank you Purple. Yes, nothing to do but wait. Having a sofa and movie day, lucky I work from home but I'm giving myself the day off.

Fingers crossed for you xx

Good luck, really hope everything works out for you xxx

Thank you fluff and jewel. Last night I cramped so badly but took two paracetamol as per MW and it went completely. Still light bleeding but no pain at all. Passed a small clot but I'm sure I have cervical erosion. Even not when pg I have pain there. I have had cell issues and a few biopsies so I'm staying calm and telling myself its cervical bleeding. The 11th of October seems so far away!!

Thank you for your support.

Another set of fingers crossed here for you. It's horrible having to wait.

Thank you Snot. Calling EPAC in the morning now as bleeding heavier but still no pain. Hopefully they will see me this time!!

How are things fackinell?

Much, much better today, purple. Only a tiny bit of bleeding and no cramps. PG symptoms had a new surge of life and EPAC say too early to scan, so to test again in a week.

I have definitely not passed my embryo though, I remember that well from last year and I would know it again. No large clots passed either so I'm feeling confident and reassuringly shit!

I have a feeling of inner peace about this; Mother's instinct? I just have a sense that everything will be okay. We have a good plan in place incase not (to commiseration holiday) but I feel good about this one.

Thank you for asking.

That's good news. Fx :)

Thank you

Really pleased to read that you're feeling good & positive Fack!

Pregnancy must be the only time when we're glad for sore boobs and sickness

Keep us posted. F firmly x for you.

Thank you Princess. I will do. Some more bleeding today but its much less than last night. My Dsis said I have the roundness of pregnancy (we are early bloaters ) so that was reassuring. My first grown up party of the pregnancy on Friday. Time to dig out the antibiotics excuse. Luckily I'm allergic to all types but the one you seriously can't drink on. I will totally get away with it.