I am extremely lucky to have 3 gorgeous kids and conceived each one first time despite my age (36, 38 and 40 at conceptions) and would love another one but realise that aged 41 it would be reckless. I can't help feeling so sad though when I think about never having a newborn again (this despite my youngest being only 7 months). Does anyone else feel the same as me and if so how do you get over it?!