Have to rave to someone so sorry folks
My dp is awesome, I have had a really rough couple of weeks with not being able to move and been pretty much house bound due to chronic pain in my lower abdomen (32 weeks and gravity combined with being slightly overweight according to obstetrics). So cos I have had a couple of ok days this week he has taken me to my favourite cocktail bar in the world and have had my first alcholic drink in about 3 years. It was like nectar! Highly recommend Key West Cooler cocktails...mmmmmmm
Got to see the guy who owns the bar and several good friends who work there that I haven't seen in about 9 months so had no idea I was pg and for the first time this whole time I actually felt really proud to be saying I was having baby. I found myself genuinely happy and warm n fuzzy at everyone's reaction which is a really novel feeling as anyone on august thread will know, I have really struggled to feel connected to this baby.
Sorry had to share