Going on much needed first in five years holiday in two days.
After extensive and stressful shopping I finally sourced a suitable but expensive swimming costume in Seraphine. The original choice I wanted from Next was sold out in every size. Seraphine one arrived today with two days til hol.
It's size XL as my belly is already massive at 24+1 and it does fit and is nice even tho I am a humungous whale in it. The boobs tho..... well that's another story! Let's just say my 38-fucking-G boobs are like trying two squeeze two great blancmanges into a baby sock each for the cups!!!!
I just want to enjoy my holiday. It's my first hol in five years and it's our first ever hol together me and dp and I just want to feel reasonably good about myself rather than a huge unattractive laughing stock. Two days to go to 25 degrees heat and I have not ONE item of swimwear that fits to enable me to go for a cool dip in the pool or sea........
Sorry for self-indulgent pathetic post... alone in house trying not to cry... some women just look so beautiful preg but I look enormous. But I could deal with it no prob if I could just get my boobs into at least one item of swimwear........!!!