Fairy, if you're constipated it could be bleeding from cervical erosion. This is where the cervix becomes slightly grazed and hypersensitive due to preg hormones and become prone to slight bleeding that will have gone brown by the time it reaches the exit. Constipation can cause a bit of cervical bleeding. You can get your GP to have a look at your cervix and tell you if it's eroded. I had this once and knowing it was that helped with the anxiety. Anyway, google it, it's dead common.
That's how I felt about my pregnancy, absolutely no sense of enjoying it, just wanted it to go ok and for the baby to be out and healthy. I do feel huge relief at her being out but you do just transfer worries onto the baby. I was talking to my mum last night who was saying she still worries about us the same as she ever did when we were little. I guess that's just parenthood.
Dildals, bumps do change size and shape for all sorts of innocent reasons, and your own physiology will affect how you look. Any bloating will make your bump look bigger when it's got nothing to do with your actual uterus. I am having terrible post natal bowel trouble and yesterday looked about 7 months pregnant whereas today I'm far flatter.
Anyway, will be up all night as madam will only sleep on a person, not in her cot and DH has to work tomorrow am so he can't take over. Thank god for the iPhone for keeping me awake.
Sending you all calm vibes!