has anyone else got or has this im terrified even though i know what it is every time i see blood red or brown im in a complete state of panic as i lost my baby boy in 2009 at 32 weeks pregnant due to placentral abrubtion i have been resting up and not really doing much else im even scared to go to the toilet incase i see blood and panic i have a 9 year old child so resting isnt that easy until she is at school any advise on how to cope would be welcomed hugely thank you