Fed up don't know what to do.

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Just a rant, I'm 9 weeks pregnant after being told its not possible and booked to have a hystectomy later this year.
I was really happy with the news but so far its already being nothing but negative.

I feel like shit constantly, my boobs hurt, I'm sick the usual but its just getting worse.
I am not immune to chicken pox and with 3 young dcs in school now I know this is a risk.
I have also been placed in intermediate risk and have got to go to the hospital Tuesday to go on blood thinning injections, with no way of getting to the hospital at the moment either.

And my whole idea of a home birth or at least birthing centre has been vetoed.

So annoyed and fed up, everything is going wrong.

Hang on in there, it will be worth it in the end . I had a horrible pregnancy and spent most of it in hospital so I know how it feels to be fed up

So sorry you're feeling like this, but it will pass. I found myself really struggling to enjoy my pregnancy after 2 MCs- i just genuinely was never expecting to be pregnant again and i think i was slightly shell shocked. I'm now 22 weeks and feeling much more positive.
I too can't have hb or birthing centre as i'm high risk which is a total sod as the birthing center is 5 mins away and the nearest hospital is half an hour. Just remember that you really are in the safest place to deliver a high risk baby and you'll be home before you know it after the birth.
I know you're probably going to hear this a lot, but it will all be worth it.

Just wanted to say thinking of you just think of the beautiful baby at the end and at 9 weeks your almost a quarter of the way there. Keep your head held high x