I hated bf last time, and it gave me massive anxiety, so we've made the decision to give it a go once or twice, but if it doesn't work out, just to express and ff.
Not sure how this is going to work in hospital- do you bring your own bottles, formula, breast pumps etc- what about sterilizing?
Or do they provide it all. Bit nervous about borrowing as i've got MAM bottles and they have a very distinctive shaped teat- don't want the baby to get used to the wrong kind!
What are my options?