Worried about how my labour may be this time

[Sussy83baby]

I'm due my 3rd in 6 days and I'm not scared of the pain even tho it ain't nice it's if something goes wrong, I didn't worry bout it the other 2 times but with my 2nd the midwife barely spoke English ignored questions from my mum and left me for 4 hours noing that my babies heart rate dropped very low with every contraction it wasn't until the wards main midwife came in and noticed that everyone started rushing around and rush to get her out luckily she was ok but now due any time I'm feel really scared.

Sorry to ramble on x

I had a similar experience with DD1. 3.5 years on & I'm due DD2 in 8 weeks.
I've tried to think of the positives (although at the time it didn't seem like there were any).
I've got natal hypnotherapy by Maggie Howell (can't really afford the course!), & I'm definitely more positive than I was at the beginning of my pregnancy.
I've also got my Helios Pregnancy kit from Neals Yard, that really helped me stay calm last time.
Maybe talk to your MW & explain why you're so worried?
Good luck x