Just a general rant, sorry!
38.4 today, ds was born at 38.5 so had thought I'd be earlier this time, as had everyone around me due to being bigger (the size of a small city) this time. I feel like I'm late, which I know is ridiculous as not even reached due date.
I'm doing my own (and everyone around me) heads in as everything seems like a sign of imminent labour. Every twinge, sneeze, toilet visit - it's all a sign in my head, I'm struggling to think about anything else.
I had a very quick labour with ds so think part if it is fear that if i dont know im in labour straight away i wont get to the hospital and be giving birth at the side of the road 
Anyone else like this or am I alone in my madness?