I have a screening scan on Wednesday and I'm getting more and more stressed and apprehensive as it approaches. I'm not worried about the screening side of it. I'm terrified that there will be nothing there because I'm not pregnant and never was and all the symptoms I've had have been phantom ones. All I can think about now is how I'm going to tell the expectant grandparents that it's all a mistake and how ashamed I will feel. :(
I did 2 tests which were both positive a couple of weeks ago and the midwife thinks, based on my symptoms, that I'm now 12 weeks gone. But despite desperately wanting it to be true, I just don't believe it. I feel like I'm deluding myself by feeling pregnant. I'm so confused. I'm going to let everyone down on Wednesday when I find out it's all a figment of my imagination :(