38+6 and im a emotional wreck!!!

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well im just stupidly tearfull fed up and my dd who is 2 is for the first time ever refusing to go down for her nap I just feel like iv hit a brick wall and I just cant do it anymore none of it i sleep really well last night but I completly shattered!!

I feel like I cant even get through the day with dd!!
:-(

I felt just the same when I was pregnant with ds2. Just as I went on maternity leave my ds1 (who was 2 at the time) dropped his lunch time sleep. I can remember sitting downstairs crying, listenning to him upstairs not sleeping, and just thinking I CANNOT cope, an afternoon to get through felt like a marathon, I cannot get through it! I can also remember crying as I wanted to be a better mum to DS1 but just had no energy to give him.

But....you are nearly there! And it does get better! And soon you will have dd and dc2 and it will make it all worth while!

I ferl like the worst worst/grumpiest mum at the moment!!

im so fed up.and absloutly desperate to go into labour I feel really out of sorts and have a huge appetite but im sure tgats,all just pregnancy!!