I found out for sure yesterday.
I thought I would be ok with it but I haven't slept last night and am getting really stressed about it now. I wish it had never happened.
I'm 40 and have 2 children 6 and 4. I'm already feeling sick and tired and finding it difficult to cope.
I'm worried that I'm too old and that I'll put on more weight on top of baby weight I haven't lost leaving me unfit and unable to cope.
I'm so stressed out and don't feel up to going through with it.