Am 8 weeks and going crazy, help!!!

[kellzi]

Am 41 and 8 weeks and going crazy,
Had mc on 6 th October, so now anxious every time I go to loo, checking the tissue, every ache and pain, you name it I am stressing over it,
In my head I am" what will be will be" but I am shitting myself it will go wrong,
Yesterday wiped and convinced it was slightly pink!
Nothing since but slight ache,
Googled and people say normal at 8 weeks(around time I would be having period), please someone on here tell me I am not going crazy

Kellzi, don't google! It will send you mad.

You are NOT crazy, definitely not crazy. Just anxious.

I'm 12 weeks and have my first scan on Monday. I am still checking tissue...

Why don't you join one of the pregnancy threads. There are loads of us on the August 2012 bus and I've ducked my head in and out of the September thread. We all have the same worries, so come join. It really helps....

DO NOT GOOGLE, seriously its your worst enemy when you feel like this. I had a mc in april of last year and wouldnt wish it on anyone but this time round im now up to 19 weeks so stay positive, the first 12 weeks felt like 12 years but i did everything i could not to google any symptoms my "brain" told me i was having.

do anything i went for lots of walks, read books got tons of housework done, most importantly just look after yourself, arrange some fun things to do with friends and partner (if you feel up to it of course) the time will soon fly!

pink can be so normal, but i hear ya!

i have had several miscarriages. i am currently 15 weeks and have had 3 scans all have been perfectly normal and i am still checking my pants and the paper. twice. every time i go to the loo