hello
I am 30 weeks of and gave a ds who is 3 on Thursday
Poor soul has been poorly with tonsillitis and been in anti biotics and is on the mend. So after 5 days cooped up and lots of medication dh and I thought a walk round the block to the park for a swing etc then home. No more than 5 mins walk to swings. Anyway ds understandably whingy at the mo alas after some moaning he then fell over and was crying
I thought he had thrown himself down in a tantrum and so let dh deal with him only to discover he fell over and hurt himself.
I now cannot stop crying feeling so bAd that I waltzed off poor sod must've wondered why mum just walked off. Feel so terrible. Hubby thinks I am being bonkers.
I have been teary / ranty all pm now and slammed a few cups about.
Feel really ashamed and crap. Just looking for some support. Hubby about to send me to loony bin for irrational behaviour hence posting here.
Help
Thanks