I have severe depression and have been seriously let down by my hospital today. Without going into too much detail they promised one to one care and now they are claiming they are too short staffed to provide this. I can't afford private care but for my sanity (which is incredibly important as I have 2 other dc), I could afford a private midwife, but have no idea where to find one. I am in London. Has anyone used one? Could anyone recommend one?