Please help, I'm bleeding AGAIN and need advice!!

[quackers]

Well, my worst fears have started to emerge. I had a very small amount of brown blood about the size of 2p pence. I have very mild twinges where it has implanted as this area was tender from my m/c 4/5 months ago. I am sseing the Doc at 9.40 but he is not very good. We have no EPU and I don't have a midwife. This is not the time my P was due either. I am so worried this will happen again. Any advice would be so appreciated. Mears, Leese etc.. are you around ?????

i don't know much about the fetal pole that was meant to be... still thinking of you

Morningall, well think this is going to be a long week. Mears if you're around today, would really apprecitae your comments on what I sai yesterday. Mnay thanks xxx

Any more bleeding today quackers? How are you feeling?

Quackers - you're not alone! I'm here, there's an awful lot of us on mumsnet and we are listening. How you doing?

Concluded that that is it to be honest. Conceived day 12/13 so pg was there longer. They should have seen something even just the fetal pole at 2mm so I am facing up to the reality that I will face this again. I have had no bleeding since, but I had none last time. No one tells you what it's like to loose a second/subsequent time, they just say no reason why you can't have another. It's a,load of balls. I know I'm not alone on Mumsnet and I'm REALLY grateful for all your support. It is very much appreciated, but there's nothing anyone can do. I think I will try and see the consultant and see if he has some answers and poss causes. 6 weeks exactly today and feel like getting drunk - very drunk. Can't though can I - just in case someone up there fancies handing out miracles on Friday. Thanks again all. Goinmg out for a walk now, try and chill a bit xxxx

Hope the walk helped, even just a little bit. Sorry that you are feeling that this is the end. Hang on in there, nothing is certain... hugs.

Very sorry to read all this quackers.Many hugs and fingers crossed XXX

Dear Quackers
Have not been on Mumsnet for a few days and have just come across your posts. I cannot imagine how you are feeling as I am sitting here tearful just reading your posts. As hard as it must be, stay positive. I have my fingers, toes and everything else crossed for good news for you on Friday or before if you get an earlier appointment. I am also sending lots of positive thoughts and energy your way. I know that everybody on Mumsnet is thinking of you.
Sibble

Hoping and praying for you Quackers

Finger crossed for you Quackers. {{{}}}}

Thankyou SO SO much everyone, it really helps to have such lovely lovely people just on the end of the computer! I know you all really genunily are thinking of me and I'm so grateful. mears even replied after a 12 hour shift late last night on my ' desperation thread'!! I must sound so sad. I read back and I know I sounded terrible on Friday. I feel a bit better now but not because I think there's hope with this pg but I will do somethin positive and maybe have a career change , see the consultant for poss reason and try again. I'll keep you all posted and thanks so much again for ALL your support, even just a line saying thinking of you is lovely. I know I wouldn't know what to say in this situation too. xxxxxx have a lovely Sunday.xxx

oh quakers, i've got everything crossed for you.wishing you lots of luck and thinking of you.
xxx

oops. sorry i've mis-spelled you name, quaCkers.

Quackers - Hugs.

You sound better today Quackers. It will be a good idea to keep your ming focused on other things this week to help you throught the week. Best wishes, mears.

Oh thanks, just had an hour crying - suddenly got really upset. I feel really short changed and now jusge everyone with kids as to if they are fit or not - that sounds awful, I mean those you see in B and Q etcc that shove their kids around. Saw one awful father at my scan, his kiddy was upset cos mummy had gone for a scan and father smacked him rally hard - doesn't deserve kids. Any way,Got my parents coiming for lunch later so they usually cheer me up. Speak soon!! xx

Hugs, Quackers...

Started bleeding again, looks like it's over then. It's still brown, but there's a little more. So back to square one. The house is so quiet and sad, it was only 5 months ago we went through a similar thing, that was worse but this is sadder, cos it's second time.

Quackers, sorry you are feeling low today. What have you got planned for the week? Are you going to go to work?

Hugs quackers. I've just read your B&Q bit - awful isn't it that some of us go through sooo much to have children whilst others who appear to be awful parents do so little. My cousin was a premature baby nurse at Kings where most of the prem babies were born addicted to drugs. She suffered quite a few miscarriages (but her daughter is now 3 months) and eventually had to give up the job as it all felt simply too unfair.

quackers - I'm sorry you're going through this - can't add anything to what's already been said really, but am thinking of you. x

Gosh wills, that's terrible, I cannot begin to understand the mentality! It SO annoys me. Glad she got the baby she deserved!!! Hope I am not too detrimented when I try again.

Quackers, so sorry to hear you have had a low day today. If you are sad, it is with a very justified reason, so please keep posting here if it helps you get through the wait to see if all is still well. Thinking of you lots. XXX