I had my first child two years ago via emergency C-section. I had planned a vaginal birth with only gas and air but couldn't progress any further then 3cms after 4 days of labour, count less internals, a failed induction and drugs to increase the contrations.
When i booked for this pregnancy I stated that I wanted to try for a natural delivery now at 34 weeks I'm not so sure. I'm in so much pain and can't bear the thought of going over due again (1st was 12 days overdue).
The only thing that is stopping me is my toddler. Although I was out and about 1 week after the c-section (had no choice) and healed really quickly I'm concerned about how I will deal with my toddler whilst trying to recover. There isn't anyone really taht I can rely on to help out and am feeling really scared about how I'll cope.