Postnatal depressi on

[Chrisii1991]

Im suffering really badly and im always being shouted at for not being able to do things due t o the depression. Things got so bad today i self harmed. Im on antidepressants and having phone counselling. But getting very little support and understanding from those around me. I dont know what to do and im becoming suicidal

Who is shouting at you? I also have a newborn at the moment and have struggled with self harm in the past. I am here to talk 🤍

Can you access any Out of hours local mental health crisis teams? I dont know much about the type of provision that may be available in your area but maybe a Google search will bring up results? I really feel for you OP it is a soul destroying illness
I suffered so badly with PND, if you are at risk of immediate harm I would call out of hours GP if nothing else. Or a family member to talk to, anyone you can get hold of.