hiya. hope your all ok,
sol glad k is feeling better,
mammyjo good luck with your job interview, but dont think about what everyone wants you to (friends and family) just go with your heart,
ooogs glad your scan went well, k was sticking her thumb up at her 20 week scan,
so me and dp, things have been really rubbish for ages, ( as some may remember,) and hes been giving me hassle about a kiss on the end of a message on fb from my best mates dp, then on monday i was looking through his phone and found a message from him to a mate ( who im convinced it cheating on his girlfriend) saying " im not going to hers, still going out. fancy going to find some pussy"!!!!! so i went slightly ape then asked him for some space for a few days.
well i could bloody get rid of him, he was hanging aroung like a bad smell! so im getting increasingly annoyed, then on tuesday he admits to me that hes been going round a friend from collage, house to smoke drugs, so i go ape again but did he go?? no. so now its wendesday and i was over at the house decorateing starting to feel calmer, and he said he wants us all to go for lunch, so we go, and were sat having lunch and he now says he wants to talk!!! (cheeky ct(sorry i do hate that word but hes really annoyed)) well i say we cant talk in front of dc we will talk when they are in bed. he says ok, so kids go to bed and what does he do??? goes out!!! all night, also went out last night so i had, had enough, and told him do you actually want to sort things out? he says hes drifting away, so we finished.
he will still be moving with us as he has nowhere else to go and we will have to try and be normal around dc, but i think i dont actualy want to fight anymore, i think im done.
really sorry its long, this is the first time ive said it all in once! xxxxxxxxx