I had planned a natural birth in a really lovely maternity unit, but ended up having to go from there to a big hospital where after labouring with no pain relief for about 8 hours ended up with an emergency CS as they discovered Toby was breech.In spite of that, and the complete fear I had of the CS I fell completely and absolutely in love with Toby as soon as he was put into my arms. I've heard people say they'd lay down their life for their kids, and I used to think 'yeah right', but now I know its absolutely true. There is nothing like a mother's love for her child. I just wish I'd had kids years ago. Toby was completely unplanned and I went through the first 6 weeks after finding out I was pregnant in tears, convinced I didn't want kids and my life would be ruined. The opposite is true though, he's made our lives complete.And to top it all off, he's the most laid back, smiley,chilled out baby you could wish for.