I wish I could just make the break but I can't.
. and
. at myself. I know that everything you guys have said is 100% true and I know that me and most importantly O, deserve better. So why can't I do it? Like a couple of you said, his good behaviour only lasted 2 weeks - it usually lasts months!
He said he didn't mean to hit me with the bottle - like that matters - he threw it across the room in my direction, what did he think was going to happen?
I have always dreamed of being in a happy relationship, my previous one was unhappy too. I managed to end that one though, even though we owned a house together which we had to sell, so was very difficult. Think the difference was that I had a job then and could afford to move out.
I didn't realise, but I have kind of resigned myself to not having a happy relationship and that this is the way my life is going to be. Nobody is going to want a depressed single mother.