BeautifulDayintheneighbourhood sometimes wee need guidance don't we.
Many things in life are not cut and dried.
If you have it I would give some time to the situation- if that is possible.
Time is great for me to allow my thoughts and feelings to crystallize.
I use Tarot and Orcale cards too, just a single pull, or clarifier, a three part question or a larger spread.
Go visit, listen carefully to your heart- the genius loci may have some message for you, in the way of feeling or something more tangible.
Trust that you will make the right decision- even though you don't feel it at this moment.
I had planned to have a day out with my DD today- Costco and Ikea, but she has postponed until tomorrow.
I have a huge stack of laundry to do ( washing machine is already running) and the weather forecast is good, so the day won't be wasted.
I have just booked into a 9am yoga class too- usually full a week before it is so popular, but there was one cancellation this morning- mine obviously!
I am so very fortunate to have so many yoga schools and classes on my doorstep. I live in an unremarkable sleepy rural backwater, but my council gym run 10 daytime yoga and pilates daytime classes a week. Membership is very inexpensive too, and just a mile away from my home. There are a few private yoga schools in my nearest small town too- a bit more expensive, but they all do drop in classes and I enjoy going sometimes to juice up my practice.
It's been a tough week here too. My Mum had a fall last weekend- not a stroke and only bruising thankfully, but she is sore.
The community team have been amazing. Stepping up carer visits and a daily visiting physio to help her heal.
I was so worried about how I would cope when she came home from hospital, but I have been really blown away by the support she gets. Transport, regular day centres ( gone from 9-4pm so great for all of us), GP appointments and phone calls the same day as requested, regular visiting OT support. I can appreciate this support is probably a postcode lottery though.
It does mean lots of people in my home, but I have a room to work, so don't have to engage! And I am thankful that my load is eased.
hilariousnamehere those pictures are beautiful, you have a great talent.
VioletCharlotte I have had unpleasant feeling all week, and a sense of forboding too. I woke up yesterday to my brain deciding to to a cortisol dump, so was hyper anxious from the moment I woke.
My DS is in a financial tangle ( being scammed in my view to give money to "friends" online) so I have ongoing discussions with the bank on his behalf.
The bank have been amazing, very understanding, and flexible in suggesting and accepting ways to help and protect my son. Again I have been so blown away be the support and attitude of the bank.
Financial stuff triggers me anyway, combine that with the sadness I feel regarding my DS, the issues with my DM, this week has been hard.
But yesterdays torrential downpour brought a shift. Everything with the bank was finally resolved, my DM started to feel a lot better and a word popped up in my head that demanded attention, and put my feelings into verbal form.
The word was dignity. And that exactly described the way I was feeling. I immediately put down what I was doing and started journalling- it felt so powerful, I felt "dignity", I was proud of my efforts, my strength, my sovereignty my ability to hold self compassion, refuse shame.
I journalled for a while, then started researching ideas surrounding dignity- I didn't realise there were lots of work, programmes, healing ideas surrounding the idea of dignity. I have lots of wormholes to investigate today!
All tied up with my magical practice of course, very little in life is non magical for me these days!
I am off for a shower with some divine rose soap my DD bought me recently. Then into my comfies for yoga then a day of laundry magic and a soft flow for work.
Blessed day sisters.