i have been in tears as well, for a family i dont know and have never met, but who i have 'spoken' to on mnet, and i am not religious as such, but i am hoping and thinking and i think that god will listen to all of us, even if we do not have faith as such, he will hear our thoughts and it must all help.
i may actually go into town in a bit and light a candel in the cathedral, just because it feels like i am doing something, anything.
Aillidh precious one, we all believe in you xxxxxxxxx