I feel like I'm a bit unhinged at the moment.
I had to have my cat put down 5 days ago so obviously, I'm grieving.
But in the 12-24 hours before I had to rush to the vets where he was an inpatient to be with him while he was to PTS, I kept seeing him around the house. When I saw him, I was still hoping he could survive, so it wasn't that I was predicting his death at all.
I don't believe in ghosts. I'm not a spiritual person. And he was still alive at that point, but just not at home. Yet I saw him several times. In the living room, in the hall, in a bedroom.
I've heard him since he died, but not had the visions again. I'm so used to dismissing the sounds of him around the house, that it doesn't occur to me until later that he's not here anymore.
Has anyone else experienced any of this? I just don't know what to think really. I'd love to think he's here with me. But it goes against my general belief system.