I will stay clam. I will not shout. I will stay calm.

[FabIsDoingPrettyWell]

Boys have driven me mad and now the 4 year is is whining. I will stay calm and ignore. I will stay calm. I will. I will. I will.

Now the 8 year old has joined in

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I am trying to ignore.

I will stay calm.

4 year old refusing to go and get his socks.

fucking hell

8 year old winding him up.

threatened to cancel his 9th birthday and i will

you can do this. x

I wish I was a bloody clam. Would get more peace.

4 year old now yelling at me.

I will stay calm.

8 year old has now opened letter the 6 year old wrote to mil.

4 year old is now dressed for school.

8 year old is being a real pita. no doctor who for him tonight. not going to tell him though as he will probably be worse.

I am back.

I stayed calm-ish. Slightly raised and frustrated voice once.

Feeling quite proud of myself.

8 year old will not be happy when he can't watch doctor who tonight and will demand to know what he has done. Better list them now or I will forget.

opened dd's letter
shouted at me
shouted at ds2
wound up dd

that will do for now

I am having some cereal and then are going to walk to asda to get milk and marg and then home to do my bed and tidy up.

thanks for the support

Tee hee, was a very funny post though.

I have 12 week old and 2 yr old.

I was getting more and more stressed over last few weeks with DD's reflux and subsequently started, moaning shouting and generally being impatient with DS until his behaviour was shocking.

When I calmed down he did and has been fine since.

I am however counting to 10 ALOT!