feeling worse than shit

[trinityrocks]

just wondered if I can have some moral support, baby unable to settle tonight and I'm feeling at my wits end

How old is baby?

If you need support you are in the right place.

Tell us what you need, whats happening over your way?

Sorry my supper is nearly ready, please keep bumping TR some one including Katemum will have the answer.

How are things going, am hoping all has settled down and you are taking some time out for yourself.

Aww TR hun can completely empathise have had day from hell with demon toddler and then Dh has come home and told i am not grateful to be home with him...

Hows things now TR???

bump

Has the baby settled yet?

thanks guys, I was chechking for answers to keep me going but had no time to answer till now, baby is 12 weeks and I have a 5 yr old with a hacking cough and cold type thing, I did my back some ligament damage on fri and my hubby sailed on his submarine today so all in all I have had ashit day.
Finaaly the big one has stopped coughing and gone to sleep peacfully and the teeny one has finally farted and pooed enough to drown us all and gone to sleep happily
have now had a pee, drink, fag and taken a deep breath read your messages again which made me feel less alone when I read them quickly as I was trying to settle everyone. Thanks fro your responses before I posted one here I was crying and trying not to get angry at my little darlings who neede me and were not to blame so deserved only my love
Thanks again for your help and support, I have a feeling I'm going to need alot more whilst hubby is away for 6 months

You post away Trinity, we are all here to support one another and i'm sorry you are now going to be alone for so long. We are here when you need us - tell us your thoughts!!!!!

I feel like i don't do enough for my family, I'm not patient enough or organised enough I hate the way I can't keep house the way I would like to I forget everything I'm so crap. I love my hubby soooo much and he always makes me feel better about myself he is sooo proud of how much I've got better ( I've been to a psychologist to help me with my panic disorder and vomit phobia) and I wish I could be even better for him . I don't know how I'm going to keep going without his words of encouragement and hugs of love, I'm sorry I'm crying again sometimes I just feel plain lonely and sad

Mumsnet is here for that very reason - you are not alone - please just ask away and there will always be someone around in your hour of need or almost anyway. You will understandably miss dh but you'll be OK because we all support one another and you'll be fine.

thanks sax I feel better just knowing that you lot are there, thatnks again, I'm going to bed now to try and get as much rest as possible thanks and hope everyone wakes up happy tommorow

night night TR sleep well!

morning all, been up for about an hour with both littluns and so far I feel ok, baby is always really happy first thing in the morning so that helps but I still didn't get much sleep so it's is good that I feel ok just now. back isn't hurting so much today so I will try to rest as much as I can and hopefully it's starting to go.

hope everyone is feeling good this morning

Hi TR, good to hear you got a good rest last night. I hope your day continues OK, I'll be around later probably, mine all got up a while ago so trying to not be late this morning! Thought i'd check you were OK though, so I'm glad you had a good night.
Take care, today may seem surreal becasue it must be so hard to accept that dh isn't going to be around for so long, but you'll be fine becasue you can always post on here and let us know your thoughts and feelings.