I'm having the crappest day :-(

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Don't know why I'm writing this because its not like anyone can do anything to help but I'm just having the most shit day i've had since dd was born 10 weeks ago.

I'm so tired, had a really bad night last night. DD just hasn't stopped crying and whinging since 3am. Nothing I do seems to stop it. She won't even feed properly.

I have got to the point where I just had to put her down for 5 minutes in her basket because my stress levels are throught the roof.

So she is now screaming in her basket and I'm sat here sobbing at the computer. what kind of shit mother am I

Today has been a lot better, partly because DD slept well last night and so I got quite a good nights sleep.

Treedelivery, you're right about not eating well yesterday. Its the first thing that gets forgottern when I'm having a bad day.

Have been good today though and even managed to put DD down long enough to make myself a big bowl of porridege

DD has been a really cutie today, lots of smiling and chooing.

Weather is rubbish but we're going to get all wrapped up and go for a long walk before picking others other from school.

DH has promised me a long lie in tomorrow, I've never been so excited in my life !

sorry for all the typos typing with one hand!